Well, this is it, the end. There’s no turning from here. It’s an end to this nihilistic journey. Things have changed so much over the years. I refused to become someone else but I think I’ve given in now. I am not the same person who started this. I don’t look the same, I don’t feel the same, I don’t think the same. Change was imminent and I believe I’ve gone through some bitter sweet transitions. Betrayal, progress and iteration has added some meaning to this world now. I cannot stand in denial of everything that’s existed because I have seemingly found a meaning in this world. I still have a lot to learn but I have learned more now. Things are much clearer and there is more to life than there was before. Sails have to be let loose so one can reach their destination. We sometimes sway away far to an unknown land and now it is time to treasure these new found lands. I might as well stand up now and fulfil the destiny I am yet to create. The nihilist has served its purpose. Now is the time of the existentialist.